Sunday, March 14, 2010

so many thoughts and emotions...

and i cant for the life of me even begin to put them into words. i hate that feeling.

nothing bad, spring is just a strange time for me. lots of old feelings and memories are dredged up and i feel like i should be doing something, anything, other than what i am doing. this has been happening every spring for the past several years.
i hate feeling like im cheating myself out of something big.